Tuesday, June 23, 2009

23 for 23

It dawned on me that today's the 23rd and, before this one, i had 22 blog posts this month. Wow. So i decided to make this post and have a one-a-day average. heh

I've been saddened by my improperly functioning endocrine system over the years. It causes all kinds of discomfort and troubles for me - some serious (hello, fertility issues) and some minor (one word: tweezers). But, damn! Now that i've been given oral meds to kick start my reproductive hormones this cycle, i have to say that having hormones - actually being hormonal - just SUCKS.

i'm weepy. tired. angry. hungry. craving. sad. unmotivated. blah blah blah not good. WTF? i mean, if all this is from the hormones, shouldn't it be cyclical and not having a duration of my entire cycle?

i'm tired of being such a whiner about all this - especially as i look forward to who knows how many more months of treatments - and yet here i sit, still complaining and whining! Too bad the Rx list didn't come with an anti-symptom treatment, cuz this just sucks and i hate being so negative! But i feel like i just can't help it... how lame is that.

Sigh.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

you have a huge assload of hormones in your body right now, it is to be expected..it sucks but it is what it is and the end result is worth the crap tight now..i love you and if you need to bitch vent or moan..i have 2 ears..

anita said...

Dear Ma'am, the alternative is worse. i am sad that You are going through all of this misery.
May i tell You a joke to cheer Your spirits?
Why do seagulls fly by the sea?
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Because if they flew by the bay, they'd be bagels. (bay-gulls)